I miss him so much. Today was my first day at Amazon and it was soooo boring. I didn’t have my cell phone ALLLLLL DAY! All I could think about was John. 315 rolled by and I kept thinking, “sweet, he’ll be relieved pretty soon” and he’ll be in bed waiting for me to get home. But that wasn’t the case. I was a bit crushed when I saw his text messages saying he covered for someone at work and wouldn’t be home til midnight. It broke my heart a little. I thought I’d be able to spend some time with him and fall asleep with him next to me .. It’s okay though. A job’s a job, right? Can’t complain if you’re getting paid and he’s obviously not going to get paid if he was with me. It’s not a bad thing that he covered for someone, but I’m just a little sad. I just missed him so much today. Was hoping I’d be able to come home and kiss him after a long 10 hours of boringness.