So happy! Got to talk to him last night. It was brief, but better than not talking to him :) he’s so amazing. I miss him so much! Can’t wait to kiss his lips and just be in his arms! Gonna try to sleep to talk to him in the morning :) night!
March 22, 2012
March 16, 2012
Hey baby. I just got to work. This is the one week I’m not working a Saturday. I have way too much to do like get this horn fixed and ask them why my breaks are squealing. I also have to pick up your ring :) I miss you so much baby it’s not funny. Timothy has been kicking me non stop for the past week. Especially at work lol I just sit there and look at my belly. I told the people if I’m just staring at my belly it’s bc I’m watching him move around :) god I wish I can record it for you. By the time I get home from work, he doesn’t move around as much. Amanda put in her two weeks at her job.. She said she wants to try and get a job around hook’s schedule that way they see each other more.
I wonder every day what you’re up to. I look up at the clock and try to imagine what you guys are doing. I wonder if you’re on morning missions or night again like last year. And I wonder if you guys are being treated fairly.
Every night I look at the stars and wonder if you look at them too. I know the stars look beautiful at ft irwin. I love you baby. Can’t wait to hear your voice and kiss you!
March 14, 2012
Hey sugar :) another day down. I just keep telling myself it’s almost time for you to be back home. It seems to work for me lol anywho, I’ve been feeling super itchy again and the stretch marks just keep coming :( I look so gross! Will you still love me? I hope you still think I’m pretty with a bunch of stretch marks..
Oh well, you’re stuck with me :) hehe I love you soooooo much baby xoxoxo!
March 13, 2012
Hey baby it’s midnight and I can’t sleep. Nancys been talking and comforting me. So I set the alarm before I left for work and the dogs triggered the motion sensor oopsie. The alarm people called Amanda and she said it was still going off when she got home around 530. So that means the dogs were hearing it for like 8 hours I felt so bad. As I was driving home from work, I looked up at the sky and saw the stars. I was wondering if you were looking up at them also. Next time you go away from me, I’m making you go to build a bear and have your voice in it :) I miss and love you baby.
March 12, 2012
Hey baby I’m on my first break. I don’t really feel good at all :( my head hurts and I feel like throwing up. I miss you. I think about you all the time. There’s no one else I’d rather be with or have a family with. You’re so amazing baby. I called zales and I’m picking up your ring this Saturday. I’m not working this Saturday. I’m too exhausted. My body is getting so tired now a days baby I don’t know what to do. I’m scare and lonely without you. I’m praying nothing happens while you’re there. I’ve just been experiencing lil pains on the side every now and then, but that’s it. I can’t wait see our baby! I love you baby.
March 12, 2012
Hey baby it’s almost 1030pm. I miss you so much. I had to take my contacts out and I can barely see.. I found my glasses from two years ago, but it’s not really helping. I hope those ppl can get me some temporary ones I talked to Palumbo today. Sucks that he has to stay there with a hurt back and all. I told him to give you a big hug for me and that I miss you. I love you so much baby. I played your last voicemail on the docking station to Timothy and he started kicking me so hard right away. Bacons a little sick, he threw up two times today.. I’m going to try and get some sleep to wake up in time for the eye people before I have to work. I’m so drained and exhausted baby please hurry home. I know you can’t control it, but wish you didn’t go .. I was really happy when you said they didn’t have orders for you. But I know you wanted to go.. Talk to you soon baby.
March 11, 2012
Hey baby, it’s saturday night and I’m laying in bed wishing you were here. I can’t fall asleep.. I tried and it’s really not the same. I miss you so much. It’s not funny :( I’m not crying, but I want to. I miss you touching and rubbing my belly. I miss you talking to our son. He’s been moving around so much. At times when I’m sitting at work, he’ll randomly kick and it’ll startle me for a second. I can go on and on, but I will write more :) love you baby.
November 18, 2011
Boyfriend normally doesn’t eat green bean casserole, but he ate mine and approved ;)
November 15, 2011
